May 10: desserts is stressed backwards

Listening to: Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

GAHHH: I’m going to make a going-away-to-college-to-do-list so at least i know what’s going on:

Download all of mom’s files and put on CD/ organize (7-11 hrs)
Download all my files and put on CD/ organize (7-11 hrs)
finish client work (12-18 hrs)
Prepare all needed software (2 hrs)
Sort clothes, shoes, etc (4-7 hrs)
Get all my things out of school (1 hr)
Return books (1 hr)
Redo my driver’s license (3-4 hrs)
Redo my health insurance (2 hrs)
Pack my things (??? hrs)

that’s at least 39 hours of work that i have to do. where in the world am i going to find 39 hours of time to do these things? i mean. i’ve been pacing myself and all but it’s such tedious work and i can’t seem to stay focused or not fall asleep pretty much while i do all this. i’ve started on my mom’s files today and i haven’t showered, eaten lunch or even slept because of it. i’m exhausted. i have an english final to study for and i’m hungry but too tired to eat.

i hate moving.

and what i hate more is that my mom doesn’t effing know how to do any of this herself. she needs to fucking learn because i’m not going to be home to do shit like this all the time for her. i spent most of this morning sending files for her through dial up email that took about three hours.

screw this.